*Kandi

CandyCuti@hotmail.com — Sun, 21 Jul 2002 04:01:24 GMT

party party party tiiiime :op
i<3u guys

Guess Whos Back? ...>Back Again<...

CandyCuti@hotmail.com — Tue, 09 Jul 2002 02:36:52 GMT

Sorry for not updating in a while guys.. I*ve been really busy.. Angel *my bestfriend* went to the hospital because she got hurt in a mosh pit at rockfest *concert*. She had a 5 minute long cesure(sp?). So I was and have been with her practically every day after that. I havent really talked to Russell... since he hasn*t called me, so I dont know what is going on between us.. Me and Ross are kinda sorta together. But I dont know if I still want to be "together" with him because I dont really feel anything, and he is like really really into me ;\ So I dont know about my 'love' life right now. :-p Anyways, besides that I might be getting a job at ADT Security Systems because this guy that likes me is the manager.. I go tomorrow for training, and if his boss likes me then I guess I*m in right? Anyways I*m gunna go.. Love ya guys<33

~$@<3!@#$

CandyCuti@hotmail.com — Fri, 21 Jun 2002 05:43:48 GMT

Hey guys<3
Sorry I haven*t updated in a while.. Been like really busy : )
It was like REALLY hott here today, so after I got out of school Angel, Hilarie, Shellie and Steven came and picked me up from school and then drove to get some buD, smoked on the way to go swimming at a lake, when we got there, on the way back, and then AFTER that with someone else. So obviously I*m hella fuckered up. Oh and my mom found the letters that David<3 had written me. I miss him hella bad :(
Ok some good news, I*m testing for my last test for my GED, and thats on saturday at 8:00 in the morning.. I will pass it :D! Then I*m off probation forever~@!# yay! ;x LoL anyways Angel is yelling at me to go and get off.. Oh and one more thing.. Fucking Adrian is blackmailing me to go out with him! Thats fuckered up!!! I was so mad. Anyways I*m out and I love all of you berry berry much<3333

wo0o0o

CandyCuti@hotmail.com — Sat, 08 Jun 2002 23:04:52 GMT

Whats up guys? ;x lol im in a hyper mood~! Lol anyways.... Last night was awesome~! Ok hmm let me tell you from the beginning.. Hilarie, Angel and Steven came and picked me up and we went riding around for awhile, we smoked a bowl and then went to go and buy some alcohol. I only had $20 so we didn*t get that much. Still enought to get fucked up on tho :) Then we went to go and pick up Jason. Picked him up and headed over to April's house, took liter hits in her garage.. That was probably the most funniest shit I have seen in a while, Jason was so fucking retarded. Anyways, we stayed there for awhile and kicked it, then had Hilarie drive us over to Angels grandmas house. We went inside and no one was there, so we got drunk... Well I did at least, Angel was to scared that her grandma was going to come home. She didnt of course, Anyways I called Aaron and talked to him, which was really weird, because I haven*t talked to him in quite a while. We had a nice little talk I guess. Jason passed out on the couch, so by then (2:30 in the morning) me and Angel decided to go back to April*s house, So we had April come and pick us up, and by then I was so unbelivebly drunk. We bumped the new eminem Cd the whole way there. And by the time that we got to April*s, I was puking. It was so nasty. And Angel was going to sleep and I didnt want to, so I went home ;x I know that was rude, but oh well ;x Anyways I*m working on getting my site up, So I*m gunna stop blabbing and start working. *kisses* <3

happy happy happy ;x

CandyCuti@hotmail.com — Fri, 07 Jun 2002 20:01:01 GMT

Ok I*m totally ready for this weekend! Seriously, last weekend I wasn*t allowed to go anywhere, so I was kinda down about that... But this weekend is going to be different. Get drunk or somethin. Anyways, I just got back from school. Got stared at all day again by perry... damn he*s a hottie! Soooo hard to hold myself back from him... but I have survived another day ;] OH OH OH!! I got a call from Hilarie last night and she told me that David is getting out in 5 weeks!!!! I almost started crying... But thats not all... He also told hilarie to tell me that he loves me loves me!!! Thats when I started crying...god I was so happy! I know that he is going to be on parole for a very long time *probably until he is 21*. And since he is 17 he has a ways to go. But I*m writing him a letter and hilarie told me that she gets to visit him in 2 weeks so she will give him my letter. Basically what I wrote in the letter was that I missed him bunchies and that I was going to wait for him and wanted him to stay out of trouble when he gets out so he wont go back to jail.. And also that I would be there for him every step of the way. I cant wait to see what he says n stuff ;] Other updates... hmm well I redid my nails last night.. this time instead of them being light pink with sparklies, they are dark blue with gemstones on each one :] Ok well I think thats enough for now.. More later<3

Well..

CandyCuti@hotmail.com — Mon, 03 Jun 2002 17:07:03 GMT

I talked to david yesterday!@~! I was like omg he called. *Davids in jail, and has been for like a year* Anyways, He called Hil's house... and I just happend to be there. She answered the phone on speaker phone, cause she couldnt find her cordless. Anyways, shes like "Hello?" And he*s like "hey" and I just started freaking out. She didnt know who it was, but I sure as hell did... Anyways, I didnt get to talk to him, because hilarie hogged the phone the whole time ;'[ But he gets out in a couple months *so he says*, and he told hilarie to tell me that he loves me :D!!!!! I am going to wait for him... I mean like, not getting with any other guys. Hil gets to go up and visit him and I am going to write him a letter and take pictures and have Hilarie give it to him. Anyways as you can tell I didnt go to school today. Oh btw I will be posting prolly tonight some of my pics ;] Anyways my mom is bitching *nothing new*. So imma head outta here. <3

CandyCuti@hotmail.com — Mon, 27 May 2002 22:14:50 GMT

Ok well what did I do this weekend.... Nora and derrek stayed the weekend with me and my brother, chilled, got drunk. All that stuff. The only sucky part of my weekend was that my next door neighbor died ;[ Yea I had known her for like almost 10 years and then all of a sudden she was gone.. I got to see her body and everything, I didnt cry.. I dont know why, Its just that after I saw my dads body I cried and cried, and I guess that I cant do that anymore. Anyways on to happier news, on wensday im gettin my belly button pierced, maybe my eyebrow, im not sure. anyways im outta here for now, think im gunna go take a drive or something. <3

CandyCuti@hotmail.com — Sat, 18 May 2002 22:30:53 GMT

So heres an update, since I finally got my journal looking the way I want. Well not all the way, but I*m still workin on that. Thanks to tracy it looks good<3 Anways, Travis is comin over tonight. He might stay the night, I dun know yet. LoL hes such a goon<3 And Leah might come over also.. All I know for sure is that I*m gunna get hella fucked up ;x Since I can*t go anywhere since im on house arrest ;[ I swear, when I get off, I am going on a party streak... lol anyways I gotta go clean my room so I dont make a fool out of myself, anyways I*ll talk to ya*ll later<3
Kandi

poutz

CandyCuti@hotmail.com — Wed, 08 May 2002 00:20:05 GMT

guys omg i need help sooo bad here~!@
lol... ok I want to make my journal really cute..
like I want to get my text to be aligned all the way to the left,
and I want to have like a pink theme.. With the pink scroll bars
and I have like my own background... so anyone PLEASE want to help??
I mean come on... look at my pathetic journal!! ;[
*-Kandi <3